shoes

...pinatulan ko na rin sya! i just got myself a nifty new pair of black leather shoes...

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...to hear it come from my boss was totally unexpected, but it didn't come as a surprise either...

"this guy?! (referring to me, obviously) quiet and concise?! you must be kidding!"

...indeed, i am a man of few words - NOT!

sick and tired

i am sick.

had another bout with allergies today. it's the second within a week. been sneezing and blowing nose and sneezing again the entire day... all because of lots of stress and lack of sleep.

i am tired.

for the past week or so, leaving the office 830pm-ish has become the norm rather than the exception. the next two weekends are to be spent in the office as well. and this is just the beginning, august looks worse, and there's no end in sight.

i am lost.

gotta take care of product a. gotta take care of product b. have to be involved with project c. have to be involved with project d... what should i do first? where should i start? will this ever end?

i am pissed.

need to clean-up after colleague e's mess. need to clean-up after colleage f's bigger mess... why do i always have to fix the blunders of other people? why do i always have to help save their asses? why do i always have to do other people's job just because they are so dumb to do it themselves?

i wanna do gym and stay on track with my workout plan, but i just feel sick to even bother.

i wanna shop, watch a movie or have a drink, but i am way too tired to even make a side trip to the grocery.

i wanna put some direction and sense into my work (and life), and help colleagues who really need my help, but i am lost somewhere beneath truckloads of work and poop.

i wanna stay positive, optimistic and patient amidst all this, but i am sooo pissed that i just couldn't.

hay...